Ghost Program

A music project about addiction and the love of God. Although this project probably started in the summer of 2001, it’ll be available on streaming platforms in fall 2026. As a nod to that length of time, a “ghost program” is a bit of abandoned code or software that continues to run forever on a forgotten system. Someone wrote the program, and maybe the project was canceled, or the company decommissioned, but a process runs continually on an old network like a memory to nowhere.

I’m looking forward to releasing this more formally, but if you’re here on this page, it’s worth sharing the first song with you now.

Nobody Asked You To Be So Strong

The song acknowledges that—in fighting sin and addiction—I am not the hero of the faith I would like to see myself as, that God is making me more like a kid and less like a sin soldier, and that maybe it’s fine to fall asleep next to Jesus in the boat.